Baby, I said everything will be fine. Will - future tense.

Time crawls because I live my days to the fullest - pack them with studies, running, jeremy, friends, reading, family - basically, whatever i could do. it's all psychological.

:ife seems like this since school started. and i cant help feeling awed and amazed with the context i learn. but of cos that feelings do not help me cope to writing essays and the slightly-different marking system. I pray for my adaptation be on its top soon, because humans are meant to be 'survival of the fittest'. Let passion burn eternally.


Jeremy was enlisted last thurs. I've got to see him off. Parting was short-lived and a heavy heart for me. and i understand for him is a mixture of curiosity and fear of what the path ahead beholds. Although i had friends b4 him at army, complaining, whining, sulking and even had blows to their morale, i know jeremy is no exception. so i'm ready to embrace his negativity - anger, solemnness and disappointments. afterall Army is a combination of physical and mental challenges. How difficult it could be when they are interdependent - correlation.
whatever it is, it's a phase we gonna go through together.

since then, it's definitely feel damn different. Said that this confinement's objective is allowing recruits to adapt to military life. Enough said, people around them are to adapt too. People like me.

Our anniversary will mark a new era for us: Me at sch, He at Army. interestingly we can see that we are enrolling into institutions - education and military. Call it blessing in disguise. My school's workload requires so much of my time...and he's only out during block leaves and weekends. so it's cool.

i just cant wait to see him when he comes out. Hold on, both of us.