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A year ago or so, apart from the usual stress occuring from exams, I love study periods because I am spending with you and loving friends.
This academic year, in a different sch, study seems to be a solo-task to do which is quite boring. \on the other hand, understanding that i'm striving for myself... trying to suppress the external stress. i'm focusing on improving myself not for the sake of doing well than my peers but for doing well because from where I came from and what i am lacking of.
Well today and ytds, i'm reminscing times we met up to study, cuddle in a way of motivating and times we stress with our friends.
All the best for the papers and army, love ones.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Baby, I said everything will be fine. Will - future tense.
Time crawls because I live my days to the fullest - pack them with studies, running, jeremy, friends, reading, family - basically, whatever i could do. it's all psychological.
:ife seems like this since school started. and i cant help feeling awed and amazed with the context i learn. but of cos that feelings do not help me cope to writing essays and the slightly-different marking system. I pray for my adaptation be on its top soon, because humans are meant to be 'survival of the fittest'. Let passion burn eternally.
Jeremy was enlisted last thurs. I've got to see him off. Parting was short-lived and a heavy heart for me. and i understand for him is a mixture of curiosity and fear of what the path ahead beholds. Although i had friends b4 him at army, complaining, whining, sulking and even had blows to their morale, i know jeremy is no exception. so i'm ready to embrace his negativity - anger, solemnness and disappointments. afterall Army is a combination of physical and mental challenges. How difficult it could be when they are interdependent - correlation.
whatever it is, it's a phase we gonna go through together.
since then, it's definitely feel damn different. Said that this confinement's objective is allowing recruits to adapt to military life. Enough said, people around them are to adapt too. People like me.
Our anniversary will mark a new era for us: Me at sch, He at Army. interestingly we can see that we are enrolling into institutions - education and military. Call it blessing in disguise. My school's workload requires so much of my time...and he's only out during block leaves and weekends. so it's cool.
i just cant wait to see him when he comes out. Hold on, both of us.
:ife seems like this since school started. and i cant help feeling awed and amazed with the context i learn. but of cos that feelings do not help me cope to writing essays and the slightly-different marking system. I pray for my adaptation be on its top soon, because humans are meant to be 'survival of the fittest'. Let passion burn eternally.
Jeremy was enlisted last thurs. I've got to see him off. Parting was short-lived and a heavy heart for me. and i understand for him is a mixture of curiosity and fear of what the path ahead beholds. Although i had friends b4 him at army, complaining, whining, sulking and even had blows to their morale, i know jeremy is no exception. so i'm ready to embrace his negativity - anger, solemnness and disappointments. afterall Army is a combination of physical and mental challenges. How difficult it could be when they are interdependent - correlation.
whatever it is, it's a phase we gonna go through together.
since then, it's definitely feel damn different. Said that this confinement's objective is allowing recruits to adapt to military life. Enough said, people around them are to adapt too. People like me.
Our anniversary will mark a new era for us: Me at sch, He at Army. interestingly we can see that we are enrolling into institutions - education and military. Call it blessing in disguise. My school's workload requires so much of my time...and he's only out during block leaves and weekends. so it's cool.
i just cant wait to see him when he comes out. Hold on, both of us.
Monday, September 15, 2008
next week's break. and i'm elated...
it's a break for the lect/tut to delay so i can catch up.
i'm not really lagging in lects but i would love to complete ALL my readings, recollect my thoughts before 2nd half sem.
in other words, i'm looking forward to Mug on break!!!! and i'm not working for F1. it's not worth risking/dedicating my studies/time to the event for cash/experience yet.
i would Need my break time.
on the list are
2 term tests
1 field trip report, 1 project on Hawker Centre (heh)
1 essay on circles vs grids (?)
1 psy research paper (hmmm)
it's okay. their deadlines are quite a spreadout. its a close shave to death if they're all cling close tgt. but to come again, dying in a wondrous death is nice; my essay topics are fun and difficult to start.
whatever it is, i shall WORK ON IT. :)
not to forget, i've joined an overseas community project at Cambodia: Project Sang Khem (Hope). and i'm under fundraising team! what an experience...
heading over this Dec 12-28. Yup... gonna spend Xmas at Cambodia with the people :) and then gonna miss Jeremy, jeremy and you ppl at Sg.
i'm having meetings from 8-9+pm on tuesday for this project. schedule is Car wash, bazaar coming up for fundraising. Some time for teambonding.
And what a turnaround - my mom's supporting me on majoring on psy...just because of some newspaper article. Paradox.
But by the way! truly i can feel the distinction of a support (in this case from my mom) in what you want to do in life.
so yeah, its always lovely and really impt to have someone/people supporting in what you believe.
it's a break for the lect/tut to delay so i can catch up.
i'm not really lagging in lects but i would love to complete ALL my readings, recollect my thoughts before 2nd half sem.
in other words, i'm looking forward to Mug on break!!!! and i'm not working for F1. it's not worth risking/dedicating my studies/time to the event for cash/experience yet.
i would Need my break time.
on the list are
2 term tests
1 field trip report, 1 project on Hawker Centre (heh)
1 essay on circles vs grids (?)
1 psy research paper (hmmm)
it's okay. their deadlines are quite a spreadout. its a close shave to death if they're all cling close tgt. but to come again, dying in a wondrous death is nice; my essay topics are fun and difficult to start.
whatever it is, i shall WORK ON IT. :)
not to forget, i've joined an overseas community project at Cambodia: Project Sang Khem (Hope). and i'm under fundraising team! what an experience...
heading over this Dec 12-28. Yup... gonna spend Xmas at Cambodia with the people :) and then gonna miss Jeremy, jeremy and you ppl at Sg.
i'm having meetings from 8-9+pm on tuesday for this project. schedule is Car wash, bazaar coming up for fundraising. Some time for teambonding.
And what a turnaround - my mom's supporting me on majoring on psy...just because of some newspaper article. Paradox.
But by the way! truly i can feel the distinction of a support (in this case from my mom) in what you want to do in life.
so yeah, its always lovely and really impt to have someone/people supporting in what you believe.
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